Tell me what you’re thinking/this phone call was my way/of saying that I miss you/I finally worked it out/the status of our bonding/the places I can't live without/I just lay beside the tv/holding on to the beating of your heart/I can’t explain how to say I love you/I can’t tell those words apart/if only I made the effort/my scars might not be so deep/no certainty of our life together/the pressure to give up/is fading so fast that I forgot my reasons/for doubting the beginning/i just lay beside the tv/holding close to your side/staring straight into your eyes/praying that this never dies/I don’t ask for emotion/that’s been my downfall/I can’t pray for perfection/cause God knows I’d lose it all